I believe if I was only less intense, then I wouldn’t be such a bother to people. My issue is that I care too hard but I hardly show that I care. Instead of compassion and affection that comes off as genuine, I tend to show a much uglier synthetic version. It’s disgraceful the way I carry myself sometimes. Sincerely, I believe people would prefer if I kept it less intense. I just tend to linger because I feel fear in being within my own presence. It depresses me sometimes to have to face my own problems without a reminder of how beautiful the outside world is. I shouldn’t be putting so much pressure. I should not. Just no. I’m not as trustworthy as one may think of me as. But I don’t think I’ve ever seemed the solid type. I doubt I can convince otherwise.